Last day without you!

So! Today's been super duper fast and exciting.

I couldn't sleep! I got all distracted and it was just awful! So at 5 I decided to just stay up and that was it >.< So today: No sleep!

I went for a good ol' jog up and down the colliery and the big heed(!) And I ran there and back six times =D It was good ^^ I miss you!

Now, I'm finishing writing now because I've been adding bits all day between moving all my stuff. Oh yeah! Room's have changed round now >.< forgot to mention but forgive me: I'm tired.

I love you so much!
Can't wait to see you =]

And and and y'know that thing that expires soon? Well my one had to be moved and now I'm gunna surprise you ;) Hehehehehe

I haven't revised =[ I'm sorry but I tried! I promise I tried to read some books and do Samlearning but I was too tired so I went to go help move stuff around to keep me awake.

I'm sorry =[ Do I still get my special surprise? =D Please? Pleeeeeaaaase? I bet you won't give it to me =[ I'm sorry!

I love you =D

Eaaaster!

Well, today's been Easter as you know!

So, today I woke up late - Again. *Rolls eyes*

But, everythin's okay because I'm going to bed at one =D So all should be rectified with any luck!

Tomorrow, I need to revisey revise revise lest I cry and cut my wrists when it's resultz deigh.

And you told me I have to you squirmy wormy worm!

So, Easter:

Fun day, I woke up and a load of people were already here and I was like,
"Great!" I'd woke up at 9 feeling good
But head on pillow
Failure!
Sleeping until 3 -.-'

So my breakfast was more or less a roast dinner =D Which was awesome.

But I've missed you quite quite terribly if I must say so...

Diary #2

Phoof, today has been moderately busy xD

Not revised much because we went to see my granddad and basically by the end of today I think I've found myself with about 20 pounds xD Which is nice!

But then again I think it's just more and more excuses xD I'm hopeless with revision.
I try, but then I get either heartsick or distracted... Damnit i miss you!

So, I was watching that "don't tell the bride" thingy because you like it and I thought It'd remind me of you xD

And then I got thinking about wedding stuff and I can't wait for ours =3 I bet it'll be magical! I know you have it all planned out but I want to add touches to it too! =D Red, I want the theme to be red >=D Doubt I'll get my way though you big gay.

Gosh I miss you.

OMG! This is so hard!

I miss her so much... I mean it's only been two days without her and I already miss her.

So I decided to make a little diary for you over the next few days.

Well, today and yesterday I did wake up a bit late xD But shush you! And yesterday I only really played games while sighing everytime you weren't on msn. I was so happy when you were on for a few hours =D I just miss being able to talk to you...

And we watched a reaaallly crappy film of the night time it was so gay!
And then when I went to bed I got really really upset and missed you loads. I need you now =[

I made a list of stuff to do for you as well xD

1) As soon as you get back I'm giving you an amazing day all about you where I'm gunna be so nice and good to you and I'll let you get away with everything =D I'll even cap calling you gorgeous and beautiful at about 5... And! I'll admit you love me more =]

2) I decided I'm really gunna start hammering this story =D Which may or may not mean a lot more smut for you xD

3) I'm gunna start jogging ^^ I wanna be fit and healthy for you =]

4) I'm gunna try extra super duper hard in my tests for you because I want us to have a fantastic life together =D

So that means a shed load of revising -.-' But don't worry! I'm gunna spend all my time with you that I can. You definitely come first. =D

So, today. Today I've really felt lost without you to talk to >.< I've been so lonely just been listening to our songs and playlist so much and waited feverishly for you to come online, I know you couldn't but I hoped for it =D

So, bottom line is I've missed you like crazy!

Now to try and sleep =/ This is gunna be hard.

I do like cinemas...

I'm lowering myself. I feel lost, like a donkey changed onto a diet of bargain carrots rather than the fresh ones it's used to.

I do like cinemas though. I mean cinemas are great.

I think it'll be really great if I don't tell you why I'm feeling lesser... or why I do like cinemas.

It'd be great: I like popcorn, I like Ice-cream, I like sweets and fizzy! So I don't see why they wouldn't let me do my business on that side of things... Not the film part, not being eighteen would make that difficult to explain to people when they ask to watch Saw Fifty-Seven or... I don't really know any decent and well known eighteen's... mainly because that just means they're stupidly gory... I would like to watch something like a clockwork orange again... Gosh, that was a funky mindfunker.

"Funkin' About with your mind liquid,
Playing in the dark like a luminious squid,
Don't touch me there Mr.Niceman!
I don't like trees."

That's a song to illustrate my point. I hope it makes you moist in your special place.

Although no, it's ikky and wrong. RAAAAAR! *Cough* *Cough* *Cough* *Cough* *Cough*
Sorry, that was two weeks ago! Gosh Tom, you're not a dinosaur anymore, *Scolds!* Gosh, I need proper housetraining sometimes. It's a good thing I'm here to keep myself in check.

Now, I've completely forgotten where this post was meant to go. And I really really fancy a game of Mario kart, except the Wii was sold for obvious reasons and my DS has gone walkabout. Pooey poo. Why do I always miss my DS when I don't have it! It's infuriating. I hate complacency and human nature, "Y'don't miss something 'till it's gown, sonny-bawy!" Ain't that true, and fiercely anger-fying - It's not a word, don't worry, you're not stupid. - I do like cinemas though, I always play my DS in cinemas; when the film's bad of course... Like it usually is. Alice In Vunderland vas Vunderbar however I really like it, "Why is a Raven like a writing desk?" I do wonder, Johnny, I do wonder.

Well, time to go back into my cocoon, expect a post indefinitely sometime in the future, I need to gather stuff to rant and rave about (*RAVE!* *Headbangs to electronic music*)

Thank you all very dearly, The White Queen Tawm-The-Almighty

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!

Well, I wanna be the very best - in as few words as possible.

Perhaps that no-one ever was...

To catch them is my real test,
To train them is my cause.

*Snorting noise* SORRY! You've caught me at a bad time *puts cool sunglasses on* I've been hibernating for the majority of the winter... And today... It was hot, muchas muchas hot... Like my girlfriend BOOYA! *Motions for high five...* Damnit...

So, today I realised I'm a better pianist than I thought. Not gunna elaborate there, gunna leave you hanging like a dog underneath a bakery window on "Leave your meat pie's on the tall windowledge" day.

Well busy busy week in school. Got my final exam timetable today and there're fourteen exams on there, how awesome's that! =D

I had a deadline for coursework that I didn't need to worry about, but I had fun playing games on my laptop whilst everyone else ran around like mindless hamsters worrying about missing pieces of paper and stuff. I also spent a good half an hour stood in a cupboard with a pair of scissors and a copy of King Lear...

I like King Lear.

I have also JUST (recent news!) Decided that tea is the ultimate medicine, allowing me to revise for a french mock exam I have tomorrow which I feel quite good about even though I know I'm under prepared *Imaginary high fives with imaginary friend*

And! I'm unbanned from Tesco! YAAAY. Apparently the big black man "Isn't a big scary black man" and doesn't mind us going back in because we're not "bad lads" How cool's that?

I feel so criminal claiming I was banned from a small chain of supermarkets =D

Of course I am though so everything's fine.

My elbows hurt...

My tongue also hurts: DAMNIT MONSTER MUNCH AND YOUR ONIONY GOODNESS!

Fricken' Walkers making fricken' tasty crisps... DAMNIT!

D'aww, crimp on my entire day, and now my back's hurting! RAAAAAR!

Oh yeah! Biggest news of the day; Awakening from my sleep I decided today was act like a dinosaur day, so I did. My Maths teacher didn't like it. Neither did most of my teachers ¬¬ I had short arms and made a high pitched "RAAAAAR though, not to mention biting people's shoulders and trying to nom them to death so I could eat their innards. No-one really agreed to letting me eat their innards tho-

FRICK! My back really hurts.

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR! *Nom nom nom nom*

Thanks for readin'

Tomosaur! RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!

Well hello there my mortal friends...

Back to blog land I am set atop my trustworthy steed and my trustworthy-ish Maiden under my arm...

Well, as you can see, "I is not trollin'!" With my posts...

Which is a shame really because I like the sound of my voice(=P), or rather the way I type: I use certain parts of my body that shouldn't be used... Like my Mighty Cockrel.


Now, as a massive writing machine, I like to think I'm rather artistic and whatnot, which can be fun sometimes xD Always good to find hidden meaning in things...


Well, goodbye folks; your almighty is tired.

As a side note: Can't stop listening to Kanpekigu No Ne By Watari Houka Hoshiro-Tai Followed By Time To Dance By P!ATD Then Snow Kiss by Nirgillis and then back again... No idea why as they're not similar in any way...

Enough of that!!! I just feel it's a good idea to say thankyou to my gorgeous, beautiful, incredible girlfriend for an amazing three months. She may be an incredibly good tickler, which proves most annoying when I'm tired! She may think she's ugly and fat and stupid but she's really not - Trust me, she's beautiful - but I adore her and she's given me - and probably is going to give me - the best days of my life and I'm loving every second, breath and heartbeat!!!

Love You Rachel. xxx


Now, as for my day... It was pretty average: I judged people silently from atop my probably metaphorical tower and in maths I sat blankly and didn't do any work at all: Like I have since this year began.

Now, before you go judging me on the maths thing; I want to be a scriptwriter for a drama or film, or an Adult (Screw teenage) Novellist, therefore my forté lies in English and not Maths, definitely not maths.

The inspiration for being a writer came about ten years ago, having read and re-read the first... three(?) Harry Potter books and loving them (I know! I was so naive...)I then decided I had to be a writer, although I didn't really pursue it until two years ago when I got into the habit of scribbling short stories down everywhere, although my interest in literature has always been a large presence in my life and always will be: Being blessed with a publisher Auntie is god-like!!!!!

So, I'm done explaining myself to you - Puny Mortal- So get lost.

CraziestToaster xxxxxxxxx

My Demons [Short Story by Moi!]

It's here again; that "not quite alone" feeling you get when you go downstairs and the terror of the dark, frenzied fumbling for the blessed switch to the kitchen and something slithers away on the edge of your vision, causing you to quickly break out into a cold sweat, swinging around to find the lampshade swinging gently in the breeze (breeze?!) and you sharply exhale in a semi-calmed sense of relief.

Your bare feet are unpleasantly tickled by the cold linoleum of the floor, wary of the door to the staircase you begin to satisfy the angry, impatient voices willing you to eat, approaching the refrigerator as its beautiful hum makes your stomach growl and whine. Having made your toast and poured your glass of milk you begin to ascend the stairs; the paranoia already defused. There it is again! Clambering quickly from view and rustling the shadow of the Christmas tree, it's cheap ornaments clinking with that awful plastic "ting". Paranoia settling back into its rightful place; It begins to throttle you between it's massive, hairy, clammy hands and you stumble blindly up the staircase, spilling milk and crumbs all over the carpet.

You enter the false safety of your bedroom, trying to reassure yourself that the room is sacred and safe - It does only have one door after all - and you sit quietly in the artificial light; eating and drinking quickly and cautiously so you can wrap yourself in that duvet and wander away to sleep in your safe, comfortable cocoon.

And then you forget the event entirely, right? And now you're remembering all the times that has happened and you're shivering and feeling the need to find that duvet again, right?

My... "Paranoia" - as I'll now call it - couldn't end in my long forgotten dreams, or wrapped in the warmth of the new sheets my Mother had bought me about two days before: The feeling never left and I spent the night curled against the door, clutching the leg of a football table - bloodied by the first... thing to succeed in entering my room - whilst attempting to shut out the howls of bloodlust as each thing threw itself against my door. I could only despair as I imagined the soon to be slaughtered sleeping corpses of my family in the rooms inches from my own.

It was going to be a long night.

Processing...

Two posts in one day!? How amazing am I *Puts on expensive cool-shades*
I try my hardest to be cool and "Hip" amongst you "You-ths" or whatever you're called, so as a result, I thought, "Oh, Thomas you're so handsome, suave and purely incredible. Why don't you become and underwear model?!" And I was like, "Nuh-Uh Sister, I do not wish to be extorted for money in that way." And Then I was like, "K..."

Or maybe it was the reason I posted twice in one day...

The real reason would probably be that the D.Gray Man thing was a review, and this is probably just gunna be an update on what's on the down low at the mo, hoe.

Well, the last week since Tuesday has been a snow week, brought on by the mighty snow gods: Tzenkith, Goora and Gaarenethl; Thanks gods! One day in school and a week of glory!

Hanging out with my beautiful girlfriend and my equally as beautiful best friends. Ah, the pure bliss!

So tomorrow - The dreaded Monday - We get to go in in our own clothes because of the "Severe" Weather conditions, which I'm particularily looking forward to, as I'll dress in a shirt, waistcoat and tie as I'm known to and end up looking like a member of Panic! At the disco or something...

Well, my girlfriend's off at a pantomime and'll be back any minute, if she sees me blogging then she'll beat me to within an inch of my life!

Craziest Toas- No! No! Don't hit me there!!!!

D.Gray Man - Fantastic in parts and Mediocore in others. =[

Now, let's get this straight: I love D.Gray Man. I love the characters, I love the powers, I love the unique twist on the bible and I love Katsura Hoshino - No matter what sex he/she is! (Seriously, that bugs me sometimes.) - But, the recent chapters - The ones with Timmothy and Phantom G are a bit hastily, and unthoughtfully written.

The art is fantastic - as usual - But the story here seems like it's stuck in quicksand and is slowly being consumed. The story has basically gone from brilliant scenes like the one above - 132nd Night: The musician - to mediocre, stereotypical scenes like the one below from 175th Night: The Child Thief

Now, I think the problem is just the recovery from the ending of the major plotline of The Epic Battle against the Noah and the finding of General Cross. They dealt with that well however by making the place where the entire manga could've ended (About chapter 140) and extended it into the character's own recovery within the black order and the surprise attack launched by the Noah not to mention the arrival of a level 4 Akuma, a new - To The Manga - Noah and the disappearance of General Cross (Which must be a major kick in the balls seeing as the entire series has been the search for Cross) But then I feel like I've been let down with this small piece of filler, and I like(d) D.Gray Man's filler, it seemed necessary and sort of helped to set the relationships between characters and the characters themselves a bit more, however this seems hastily thrown together. Especially at the appearance of ANOTHER level 4, this seems impossible and irritating - much like the level twos and level threes - because once they've killed one, apparently they gain a knack for it and in future can kill them all with their eyes closed.

This was a feature I didn't mind so much amongst the level twos, and it only bothered me a bit because of the effort Lenallee put into killing one level three, when Allen, Kanda, Marie and The Generals can kill them all blindfolded and not be scratched. However, the level 4 thing really annoyed me. It incapacitated all the generals, all the excorsists, killed most of the HQ staff and eventually got beaten by a nice Allen/Lenallee sandwich...

But being able to kill one level four that quickly?! Just because he's killed one before?! It's ridiculous!

However, after this "Timmothy" saga the story seems to have wobbled back onto the rails, explaining (Finally!) If Allen really is the fourteenth, the sheer power and numbers of the Noah and with issue 190, explaining Kanda's origins which I'm almost dying with anticipation to see the next part of.

Thanks for listening to me bitch!

CraziestToaster xxxx

P.S Post your views on it if you want =D

Hmm, "blogging"... Like logging except with a "B"... That's neat. (Points for the retro word!)

All I hope for you - My most loyal reader - Is that you'll at the very best be completely blown away by awesome power! Or at the least be mildly entertained... But for the record, for every hit I recieve... I'll probably assume you adore my blog instantly *Looks around for a high five in the crowd of imaginary people around him, they look back vacantly* Well... I can't wait anyways.

I'll probably post all sorts on here: Stories, Poems, feelings, thoughts, realizations and whatever else I can unload onto you to almost double your list of probably sizable problems; No where near the size of my teenage woe of course. I mean, once I had to watch my butler dance the fandango because I was curious as to what that nifty (Points for the retro word) band - Queen - Meant by "Will you do the Fandango?" And one time (At band camp) I almost slipped on the floor: But I fired the entire maids squadron (Yes, squadron) As a result. ALSO! I would like to add that we were kicked out of the mansion up in... Somewhere posh(?) And have been forced to live in a semi-detatched house up here in the ever so wonderfully dull St helens...

So you can see that as a teenager, I hold a plethora of problems. Teenage life is so hard, y'know?

Loving you guys xxx,
CraziestToaster