April 02, 2010

OMG! This is so hard!

I miss her so much... I mean it's only been two days without her and I already miss her.

So I decided to make a little diary for you over the next few days.

Well, today and yesterday I did wake up a bit late xD But shush you! And yesterday I only really played games while sighing everytime you weren't on msn. I was so happy when you were on for a few hours =D I just miss being able to talk to you...

And we watched a reaaallly crappy film of the night time it was so gay!
And then when I went to bed I got really really upset and missed you loads. I need you now =[

I made a list of stuff to do for you as well xD

1) As soon as you get back I'm giving you an amazing day all about you where I'm gunna be so nice and good to you and I'll let you get away with everything =D I'll even cap calling you gorgeous and beautiful at about 5... And! I'll admit you love me more =]

2) I decided I'm really gunna start hammering this story =D Which may or may not mean a lot more smut for you xD

3) I'm gunna start jogging ^^ I wanna be fit and healthy for you =]

4) I'm gunna try extra super duper hard in my tests for you because I want us to have a fantastic life together =D

So that means a shed load of revising -.-' But don't worry! I'm gunna spend all my time with you that I can. You definitely come first. =D

So, today. Today I've really felt lost without you to talk to >.< I've been so lonely just been listening to our songs and playlist so much and waited feverishly for you to come online, I know you couldn't but I hoped for it =D

So, bottom line is I've missed you like crazy!

Now to try and sleep =/ This is gunna be hard.